Right, well, today the blog idea got thrown at me.

An addition to the catalogue of ‘my ingenious ideas’. Captures my unedited, internal dialogue in a more preserved, articulate - fully comprehensible - way. Unlike my mouth. My mind moves way too fast for my mouth, which mostly does not benefit me at all, although I will say that living in America has forced me to.. well… let’s just say I am only now attempting to FULLY (try to) acknowledge the thought I have - and then stop that thought - before it is propelled out into the ether. The over-stimulated mind is unruly rapid-fire.

Here, I can delete. Stop. Think. Go back. Wait. Think more. A clear, deep sense of self-expression finds its way to me through writing.

OK - well. Let’s talk about where you are at.

This last month has been so full on… Massive transformations. Massive life moments. Like, once-in-a-lifetime feeling moments. I feel like emotionally and spiritually I have completely exploded. This year has been so intense. May was the catalyst. It is truthfully pretty fascinating to experience. And if I properly went into precise detailing about it, you would think I had lost my mind somewhere along the way. And maybe I did. But I feel it is freedom. I genuinely think I am free. That’s what it is. Because I feel like I have broken out of something. Through something. And this other side is just all warmth with hope - and euphoria. Authentically, I feel that I have worked through the worst ‘emotional part’ of this life transition. And I guess that’s why I want to write. Everything. Everywhere. At once.

It is thrilling, to be this vulnerable, with the world.